I quit using w33d which I had been using all day every day, and I began going to the gym, discovered unconditional happiness which I’m still working on, and improved so many things about myself because love changed me.
I think about it less and less now although it’s still so fresh. The pain subsided but a lot of unanswered questions still linger in my mind. I also visited Wellington for the first time about two months prior to meeting her and said i would never go back and if i do it would have to be because of something extraordinary. Maybe it was only meant to last as long as it did to help me become the new and improved version of who i am, become a lot clearer on what i’m looking for in love and now be in a much better place than ever before to actually find it. Maybe there’s more to the story that i just never understood. Why did i get those signs? I dont really mind anymore i guess but im just such a strong believer in the signs from the universe, intuition, non physical communication and following your impulses that when it didnt work out it completely broke me. Im ten times the person i was but the fact that i got all those signs and it never ended up working out left me very confused. I discovered how truly devotional i can be, how deeply i can love and also just how much work i had left to do on my own mind.
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